Dear Me,
The way you know me is me being not so emotional at most of the times. You know the underlying reason for this as often repeated by me. My experiences over past 10-12 years coupled with theoretical learning
have positioned my mind at a plane where I wish to be absolute in my rationale. Yet I talk about 'rationale'. You see how formidable this position is! Even though I can not attain, the feeling of this absoluteness is too tempting and alluring. The joy of my life is learning. Even realizing a widely-known-learning infuses happiness of no small magnitude. I don't claim to know the universe, nor do I wish so. What I claim is my due share of mind-detachment sprouting from the seed of a vast knowledge tree. Life for me has all capacities of dawning heaven or hell on this earth. There are determining factors which are driving this process. Some are tangible, some intangible. Some controlled, some uncontrolled.
I would suggest lets drive our life towards this plane where every piece, every variety of life is the realization of learning. A life which has challenges to drive us for solutions. Solutions that fill our life with happiness: a goal, a purpose, a god in itself! Once we realize this unbiasedness, factors of disturbance would reduce while those of happiness would increase proportionately.
At this plane, I would say I have enjoyed your attachment. However there have been times where we have been so exhausted in our problems that we have denied to move towards the solution. Compromises have
been unnecessarily delayed. I would say these experiences have enlightened the life-approach and consequently enlightened the horizon of happiness.
Your thought has always enchanted me and so bewitching has been your writing! This time I see your process upgraded from Pentium to Core-i! I am delighted to see the elevation. Yet remorseful when I realize
this is the outcome of your shattered-emotions. Nonetheless, Iwould appreciate this duelling approach of yours as it leads us to the realization of the Enlightenment!
You have always been a pride in me (which I have ever successfully hidden)!. You are the one I have never encountered anybody like. Having you so close to me is where this pride comes from, to move the life & let the life move on!!
